things are going *down*

As in, lots is happening! I resigned on Monday - long story, but I've finally decided to go back to Sweden. All this dilly dallying about (like my dad would put it) was just giving my insomnia and making me very anxious. Things have however developed unexpectedly and well, I wont say just now but by next week I should know more about how my future will shape up...

Had a lovely weekend with A and E over a week ago now - I think maybe it's what finally pushed me, remembering what it's like to hang out with people who actually *know* you (or at least, have for more than a year or a few months...). I'm not fooling myself too much though - I know that even in Sweden unless I end up somewhere very close to one of my friends I won't see them on anything more than a maybe fortnightly (?) basis. But I think I subconsciously gave up on giving London a shot and staying for another year a long time ago - thus, no point in putting it off and moaning all the time. Sweden might work or it might not, but I won't know until I try!!